Can I say I have had an amazingly crazy month or so. My life is always so random and amazing to me. Let me catch you up quickly. Instead of Christmas in Indiana we all opted for Christmas in sunny California. So I planned a trip and all FIVE of my family members flew to Los Angeles. We spent 4 awesome days there and I loved every moment of it all. I wouldnt change it for anything in the world. So needless to say were pretty stinkin broke right now, but God will make a way out of no way. Oh I got a promotion! (go GOD!) now I am the Part-time Supervisor of said Maternity Store. I am so encouraged and feel like my hard work this last year with this company has paid off. Im still working my butt off though because I still have goals of being further ahead then I am now. Pray for me!
This is going to sound so silly but since I have only been going to church in my adulthood for a couple of years now, I havent had the oppurtunity to talk to people about the Lord. I got a nice chance to share some things with a girl at work and can I say... It felt like an honor to be able to share what giving my heart to Jesus has done for me. I felt like a prized pony or something just beaming with proudness and tears streaming to reiterate that im still a sap. This poor girl thought that since she was a sinner she wasnt a baptist... Ok one really has nothing to do with the other. being a sinner is enevitable and to be a baptist just means you believe in "once saved always saved". All Christians are sinners, and anyone that says they are not, IS LYING. So have faith young one we all can change. Look at me. two words SEPTUM PIERCING, and God still loves me.
I can honestly say to you that nothing negative has come out of believing in Jesus. Haters are going to hate no matter what religion you are. But now I have a peace, a joy and a hope that makes my life even More worth living. I love morals! They make you who you are. Morals keep you safe, and inspire you to be better by maintaining then. If you dont like morals, maybe you should look introspectively and figure out why you its ok to hurt people with your actions. Lack of morals does nothing but allow you to act like some sort of animal. Rules are great people, they keep us safe.
Hmm what else can I bore you with? My daughter is gone for 3 weeks in CA with her father. Its a nice little break and I can work nonstop without worrying about daycare. I feel almost human and that inspires me to be an even better mom for Miss stinky pants.
Hopefully you guys understand now that I love You! God loves you
and if I didnt I wouldnt be sharing myself with you. Whoever you are =)
Praising the Lord,
Little Servant Doni
